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i think i'm going to take a break

12/13/2024 - everything returns, and so do i  A patient at my job said that he got a free queso cup for his birthday. It made me laugh. Me and my therapist created a plan. I’m free, I’m breaking free. I’m going my own way, a long way. 20:06 and what a fool i've been dark spots in my image, i cry i break, i burn for people who don't love me so when i leave, when i die when the very first man to ever raise me raises his voice at me instead who am i to judge? when the golden weight comes down  when it comes to judge me when i crack, crisp, burn how was i expected to love, how was i expected to tear out this empty heart of mine? how could i ever believe i could love? tears trickling down my spine, down my legs in the woods on the railroad tracks on the couch in the bathroom every time, every single time in a coffee shop in a changing room and what a fool i've been the used, being used the fawn, raped and ruined on the side of the road. slowly, my eyes dry and my lips clamp shut...

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